"You would probably not say that he was sleeping the sleep of the just, unless you meant the just asleep, but it was certainly the sleep of someone who was not fooling about when he climbed into bed of a night and turned off the light."

"The Long Dark Tea Time of the Soul"  ~Douglas Adams

1. ERA CD
2. Diana Mini
3. Cute picture frames
4. Jill-E Bag
5. Coin Purse
6. Sunglass with Polarizer
7. Iphone Accessories
8. Spyder Pro Calibrator
9. Canon EF 135mm F/2 L 
10. How about new life somewhere outside singapore?

I've been thinking about going out of singapore to take up a short course. Few days back, i checked some schools in US and had to change my mind. The cost it takes is just too expensive so I decided to reroute my plan.

But for now, the route is still uncertain. :D

1. Get an Iphone 3GS
2. Buy birthday gifts for L and A
3. Remit Money to Mom
4. Pay Melisa Bintan Bills
5. Update K with Singtel Bills>
6. Permit for National Museum photoshoot
7. Gown for Con
8. Check PUB bills
9. Apply for Singapore Citizenship
10. Ampao for Charles
11. Change residential address in nearest police station
12. Pay Irving
13. Coordinate with Alwyn for logo design

Antsy. I once posted this status in facebook and one of my friend replied about how it was her first time to hear this word and how she had to google it to find out about its definition.

Antsy is what I am now. About finding a new flat. About splitting my leaves. About booking my tickets. About the gown I'm wearing for my best friend's upcoming wedding. About the photography workshops that I want to attend. About my upcoming shoots. About designing my new room. About the proper time I have to wake up when I move to a new place. About saying goodbye to my good ole flat. About adapting to the new environment. About post-processing some of my pending wedding photos. About this boy who never fails to confuse me. About my work. About my frizzy hair. About having to apply for a new phone, new internet connection, net TV subscription. About simply being an adult and having to do everything on my own.

But that's just what life is how it should be. Changing. Fleeting. Challenging. Interesting. Fulfilling. But not boring. Dear Lord, thank you for a not-so-boring life.

Hellish is the only word that could best describe my life last week. The one that caused this nightmare surprisingly is not a person, not something I ate, not even related to money.

The one that caused it, ladies and gentlemen, was one tiny radio button from an application that i'm working with. I configured something wrongly and tandadan, 4 days of suffering in the office. It's frightening.

It's a lot like you're targetting to cook a cup of rice and you end up with a porridge. Except that with a porridge you can simply eat it and that's the end of it, but with my mistake, it's so much more horrible. Up to this day, whenever I hear a keyword related to this work, I get anxious and panicky.

I'm positive that there are some things good things that will be coming out of this experience but for now, I'm still in a state of paranoia. I'm still very emotional. Please pray for my recovery.